Romaji: haruna_hamasaki | English Translation: sc89@STAGE48 Information: NMB48 22nd Single - Hatsukoi shijo shugi Selected Member: Ota Yuuri |
Acting tough
kanji & kana
サヨナラの言葉くらいで終われやしない私たち
何も言わずに目を見て 今日までの日々に微笑む
思い出の一つ一つ 浮かんでは消えて行く
過ぎてしまえば すべては輝いて見える
自分の道が見えずに 迷子になってしまったり
どうすればいいかわからず しゃがみこんでしまった
一人で生きるつもりで 喧嘩したこともあったね
だけど あなたがいた
できるなら いつまでも このまま一緒にいたい
甘えてしまったら 大人になれないし
絶対に頑張って いつかはちゃんと認めて欲しいから
今日だけ 強がりを言わせて
どれだけの涙流せば忘れられると言うのだろう
胸に残った痛みは 青春の証(あかし)
誰かと比べてみても 意味はないってわかったし
かと言って"我が道を行く"強さなんかないけど
遠回りでもいいから 信じた未来探そう
だから 別れの時
できるなら どこまでも一緒に歩きたかった
カッコなんかつけずに涙を流せたら…
一人でも頑張って あなたをがっかりさせたくないよ
明日も見守っていて欲しい
できるなら いつの日か あなたに褒められたくて
どんなに辛くても諦めはしないよ
できるなら いつまでも このまま一緒にいたい
甘えてしまったら 大人になれないし
絶対に頑張って いつかはちゃんと認めて欲しいから
今日だけ 強がりを言わせて
強がってごめんね
romaji
SAYONARA no kotoba kurai de oware ya shinai watashitachi
nani mo iwazu ni me wo mite kyou made no hibi ni hohoemu
omoide no hitotsu hitotsu ukande wa kiete iku
sugite shimaeba subete wa kagayaite mieru
jibun no michi ga miezu ni maigo ni natte shimattari
dou sureba ii ka wakarazu shagamikonde shimatta
hitori de ikiru tsumori de kenka shita koto mo atta ne
dakedo anata ga ita
dekiru nara itsumade mo kono mama issho ni itai
amaete shimattara otona ni narenai shi
zettai ni ganbatte itsuka wa chanto mitomete hoshii kara
kyou dake tsuyogari wo iwasete
dore dake no namida nagaseba wasurerareru to iu no darou
mune ni nokotta itami wa seishun no akashi
dareka to kurabete mite mo imi wa nai tte wakatta shi
ka to itte wagamichi wo iku tsuyosa nanka nai kedo
toomawari demo ii kara shinjita mirai sagasou
dakara wakare no toki
dekiru nara doko mademo issho ni arukitakatta
KAKKO nanka tsukezu ni namida wo nagasetara...
hitori demo ganbatte anata wo gakkari sasetaku nai yo
ashita mo mimamotte ite hoshii
dekiru nara itsu no hi ka anata ni homeraretakute
donna ni tsurakute mo akirame wa shinai yo
dekiru nara itsumade mo kono mama issho ni itai
amaete shimattara otona ni narenai shi
zettai ni ganbatte itsuka wa chanto mitomete hoshii kara
kyou dake tsuyogari wo iwasete
tsuyogatte gomen ne
english translation
Unable to end with words of goodbye
We lock eyes without saying anything, and smile at the days that have passed
Memories come to mind and vanish one by one
As they slide past, everything looks shining
Unable to see one’s road, I became a lost child
Not knowing what to do, I hunched down
I was going to live alone and there were arguments
But you were there
If possible, I would love to stay with you like this forever
But dependence cannot make me an adult
I’ll definitely work hard because I want to earn your approval some day
So for just today, I won’t mind people saying I’m acting tough
How many tears will make us forget?
The pain remaining in my heart is testimony to my young days
I know comparing myself with anyone is meaningless
That said, I don’t have the strength to ‘go my own way’
But even making detours is fine, so let’s look for the future we believe in
So it’s time to part ways
If possible, I would love to walk with you wherever we go
When I can shed tears without acting cool...
Even on my own, I’ll work hard because I don’t want to disappoint you
Please also watch over me tomorrow
If possible, I want to be praised by you some day
No matter how painful it’ll be, I won’t give up
If possible, I would love to stay with you like this forever
But dependence cannot make me an adult
I’ll definitely work hard because I want to earn your approval some day
So for just today, I won’t mind people saying I’m acting tough
Sorry for acting tough