ありがとうは言いたくない | Arigatou wa iitaku nai | Don't Want To Say Thank You

Romaji: haruna_hamasaki | English Translation: kukkurin@STAGE48

Information:
SKE48 24th Single - Stand by me

Selected Member:
Matsumura Kaori

kanji & kana

    いつの間にか私の番ね
    まだまだ先だと思ってたのに…
    次の春は何度目だろう?
    新しい自分に出会いたくなった

    ずっと一緒に歩いて来た
    みんなを思うと切なくて

    ありがとうは言いたくない
    だってそれで もう全部 終わりになる
    できるならば もう少しこのままで
    別れの言葉 言わせないでよ
    せめて 涙乾くまでは

    光だけの道じゃなかった
    どうすればいいか悩んだけれど
    自分なりの歩き方でいい
    いつの日か希望が照らしてくれたよ

    ここにいたと胸を張って
    そう言えるように踏み出そう

    ありがとうは言いたくない
    だってそれで もう全部 終わりになる
    できるならば もう少しこのままで
    別れの言葉 言わせないでよ
    せめて 涙乾くまでは

    私は私なりに
    やりきった
    悔いなんてないわ

    ありがとうを何万回
    言ったとしても 絶対 感謝しきれない
    みんなのこと 思い出すその度に
    胸がいっぱい

    ありがとうと今 言ったら
    その瞬間に この夢も終わりになる
    照らされてた光さえなくなって
    私は消える 思い出の中
    ずっと 忘れないで欲しい

romaji

    itsu no ma ni ka watashi no ban ne
    madamada saki da to omotteta no ni…
    tsugi no haru wa nandome darou?
    atarashii jibun ni deaitaku natta

    zutto issho ni aruite kita
    minna wo omou to setsunakute

    arigatou wa iitaku nai
    datte sore de mou zenbu owari ni naru
    dekiru naraba mou sukoshi kono mama de
    wakare no kotoba iwasenaide yo
    semete namida kawaku made wa

    hikari dake no michi ja nakatta
    dou sureba ii ka nayanda keredo
    jibun nari no arukikata de ii
    itsu no hi ka kibou ga terashite kureta yo

    koko ni ita to mune wo hatte
    sou ieru you ni fumidasou

    arigatou wa iitaku nai
    datte sore de mou zenbu owari ni naru
    dekiru naraba mou sukoshi kono mama de
    wakare no kotoba iwasenaide yo
    semete namida kawaku made wa

    watashi wa watashi nari ni
    yarikitta
    kui nante nai wa

    arigatou wo nanmankai
    itta to shite mo zettai kansha shikirenai
    minna no koto omoidasu sono tabi ni
    mune ga ippai

    arigatou to ima ittara
    sono shunkan ni kono yume mo owari ni naru
    terasareteta hikari sae naku natte
    watashi wa kieru omoide no naka
    zutto wasurenaide hoshii

english translation

    I believe this is her solo song, so color coding should be unnecessary.
    It's my turn before I knew it
    I thought it was still a long way off...
    How many years have I been here?
    I want to meet a new self

    We've walked together this whole time
    I'm sad when I think of everyone

    I don't want to say thank you
    Because then everything will be over
    If it's possible, let me be for a little more
    Don't make me say parting words
    At least until the tears dry

    It wasn't just a road of light
    I was worried about what to do
    You can walk in your own way
    Hope lit up one day

    I'm proud to be here
    Let's step forward so that we can say so

    I don't want to say thank you
    Because then everything will be over
    If it's possible, let me be for a little more
    Don't make me say parting words
    At least until the tears dry

    I've come all the way here
    Being myself
    I have no such thing as regret

    Even if I say thank you tens of thousands of times
    I can't thank you enough
    Every time I remember everyone
    My heart is full

    If I say thank you now
    At that moment, this dream is over
    Even the illuminated light is gone
    I disappear in my memories
    I want you to never forget