火山灰 | Kazanbai | Volcanic Ash

Romaji: dreamscape@STAGE48 | English Translation: dreamscape@STAGE48, lonehunter88@STAGE48

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French Kiss (Kashiwagi Yuki)

kanji & kana

    悲しいことに出会う度に
    思い出すの
    故郷の青い空と
    母の微笑み
    こっそり受けた
    オーディションに
    合格して
    「東京へ行きたいって」
    あの日夢を話した
    真っ暗な部屋へ
    一人帰り
    冷蔵庫のドア
    開けながら
    駄目な自分
    嫌になって
    何度泣いたかな

    頑張らなきゃ
    私が好きで選んだ未来
    家族の皆や友達に
    心配かけて
    自分勝手な願いを
    許してくれた街と
    約束したんだ
    降り積もる
    思いは(思いは)
    火山灰

    窓のカーテン
    その隙間が白んできた
    電話した声を聞けば
    きっと 帰りたくなる
    私はもっと強かったはず
    確かな夢見つけた日から
    辛い事の一つくらい
    共に生きるよ

    頑張らなきゃ
    私が歩いてきた
    この道
    今更途中で立ち止まり
    振り返れない
    目を閉じれば
    瞼に浮かんで消える街が
    勇気をくれるよ
    困難に
    負けない(負けない)
    火山灰

romaji

    kanashii koto ni deau tabi ni
    omoidasu no
    kokyou no aoi sora to
    haha no hohoemi
    kossori uketa
    OODISHON ni
    goukaku shite
    "tokyo e ikitaitte"
    ano hi yume wo hanashita
    makkura na heya e
    hitori kaeri
    reizouko no DOA
    akenagara
    dame na jibun
    iya ni natte
    nando naita kana

    ganbaranakya
    watashi ga suki de eranda mirai
    kazoku no kai ya tomodachi ni
    shinpai kakete
    jibun gatte na negai wo
    yurushite kureta machi to
    yakusoku shitanda
    furitsumoru
    omoi wa (omoi wa)
    kazanbai

    mado no KAATEN
    sono sukima ga shirande kita
    denwa shita koe wo kikeba
    kitto kaeritakunaru
    watashi wa motto tsuyokatta hazu
    tashika na yume mitsuketa hi kara
    tsurai koto no hitotsu kurai
    tomo ni ikiru yo

    ganbaranakya
    watashi ga aruite kita
    kono michi
    imasara tochuu de tachidomari
    furikaerenai
    me wo tojireba
    mabuta ni ukande kieru machi ga
    yuuki wo kureru yo
    konnan ni
    makenai (makenai)
    kazanbai

english translation

    Every time I encounter sad things
    what I remember is
    the blue skies of my hometown
    and my mother's smile
    I secretly felt it all
    Succeeding in
    the auditions
    I spoke of my dreams that day
    saying "I want to go to Tokyo"
    And, returning to
    a pitch-dark room on my own
    As I opened the
    refrigerator door
    I terribly became
    a useless person
    I wonder how many times I wept...

    I have to try hard
    Liking myself for this future I've chosen
    I worry so much
    for all my family and friends
    But I made a promise
    with the city that gave me
    such a selfish, selfish wish
    My thickly piled
    memories (memories)
    are volcanic ash

    Light seeped in through the space
    in the window curtains
    When I listened to the voice on the phone
    I wanted to definitely return home
    But I had to be stronger still
    from that day when I surely discovered my dreams
    So I live together
    with just one painful thing

    I have to try hard
    Now I'm standing still midway down
    this street
    that I walked to
    but I can't look back
    If I close my eyes
    the city that floats and vanishes behind my eyelids
    will give me courage
    No, to negativity
    I will not lose (I will not lose)
    I am volcanic ash


    Whenever I am sad, I recall
    The blue sky in my hometown and my mother's smile.
    Passing the audition which I took in secret.
    "I want to go to Tokyo" I talked about my dreams on that day
    Going back to my dark room alone,
    Opening the door of my refrigerator
    I hated my useless self How many times did I cry

    I have to do my best
    It's the future I myself chose
    Making my family and friends worry
    I made a promise
    To the city which approved of my selfish request
    My feelings fall and pile up like volcano ash

    Dawn has slipped through the crevice of the curtains of my window
    If I heard (their) voice over the phone I would surely want to go back
    I thought I was stronger than that
    From the day I found my true dream,
    Even if there's this one painful thing I'm willing to live with it

    I have to do my best
    This road on which I've travelled
    It's too late to stop short and look back
    Appearing and vanishing in the back of my mind as I close my eyes,
    My city gives me strength
    I will not lose to the adversities Volcano Ash