火山灰 | Kazanbai | Volcanic Ash

悲しいことに出会う度に
思い出すの
故郷の青い空と
母の微笑み
こっそり受けた
オーディションに
合格して
「東京へ行きたいって」
あの日夢を話した
真っ暗な部屋へ
一人帰り
冷蔵庫のドア
開けながら
駄目な自分
嫌になって
何度泣いたかな

頑張らなきゃ
私が好きで選んだ未来
家族の皆や友達に
心配かけて
自分勝手な願いを
許してくれた街と
約束したんだ
降り積もる
思いは（思いは）
火山灰

窓のカーテン
その隙間が白んできた
電話した声を聞けば
きっと　帰りたくなる
私はもっと強かったはず
確かな夢見つけた日から
辛い事の一つくらい
共に生きるよ

頑張らなきゃ
私が歩いてきた
この道
今更途中で立ち止まり
振り返れない
目を閉じれば
瞼に浮かんで消える街が
勇気をくれるよ
困難に
負けない（負けない）
火山灰

kanashii koto ni deau tabi ni
omoidasu no
kokyou no aoi sora to
haha no hohoemi
kossori uketa
OODISHON ni
goukaku shite
"tokyo e ikitaitte"
ano hi yume wo hanashita
makkura na heya e
hitori kaeri
reizouko no DOA
akenagara
dame na jibun
iya ni natte
nando naita kana

ganbaranakya
watashi ga suki de eranda mirai
kazoku no kai ya tomodachi ni
shinpai kakete
jibun gatte na negai wo
yurushite kureta machi to
yakusoku shitanda
furitsumoru
omoi wa (omoi wa)
kazanbai

mado no KAATEN
sono sukima ga shirande kita
denwa shita koe wo kikeba
kitto kaeritakunaru
watashi wa motto tsuyokatta hazu
tashika na yume mitsuketa hi kara
tsurai koto no hitotsu kurai
tomo ni ikiru yo

ganbaranakya
watashi ga aruite kita
kono michi
imasara tochuu de tachidomari
furikaerenai
me wo tojireba
mabuta ni ukande kieru machi ga
yuuki wo kureru yo
konnan ni
makenai (makenai)
kazanbai

Every time I encounter sad things
what I remember is
the blue skies of my hometown
and my mother's smile
I secretly felt it all
Succeeding in
the auditions
I spoke of my dreams that day
saying "I want to go to Tokyo"
And, returning to
a pitch-dark room on my own
As I opened the
refrigerator door
I terribly became
a useless person
I wonder how many times I wept...

I have to try hard
Liking myself for this future I've chosen
I worry so much
for all my family and friends
But I made a promise
with the city that gave me
such a selfish, selfish wish
My thickly piled
memories (memories)
are volcanic ash

Light seeped in through the space
in the window curtains
When I listened to the voice on the phone
I wanted to definitely return home
But I had to be stronger still
from that day when I surely discovered my dreams
So I live together
with just one painful thing

I have to try hard
Now I'm standing still midway down
this street
that I walked to
but I can't look back
If I close my eyes
the city that floats and vanishes behind my eyelids
will give me courage
No, to negativity
I will not lose (I will not lose)
I am volcanic ash

Whenever I am sad, I recall
The blue sky in my hometown and my mother's smile.
Passing the audition which I took in secret.
"I want to go to Tokyo" I talked about my dreams on that day
Going back to my dark room alone,
Opening the door of my refrigerator
I hated my useless self How many times did I cry

I have to do my best
It's the future I myself chose
Making my family and friends worry
I made a promise
To the city which approved of my selfish request
My feelings fall and pile up like volcano ash

Dawn has slipped through the crevice of the curtains of my window
If I heard (their) voice over the phone I would surely want to go back
I thought I was stronger than that
From the day I found my true dream,
Even if there's this one painful thing I'm willing to live with it

I have to do my best
This road on which I've travelled
It's too late to stop short and look back
Appearing and vanishing in the back of my mind as I close my eyes,
My city gives me strength
I will not lose to the adversities Volcano Ash