君がいなくなる12月 | Kimi ga inaku naru 12gatsu | You're Leaving in December

Romaji: haruna_hamasaki | English Translation: sc89@STAGE48

Information:
AKB48 58th Single - Ne mo ha mo Rumor

Selected Member:
Yokoyama Yui

kanji & kana

    君が今 微笑んでいる
    それだけなのに切なくなるんだ
    新しいその生活を
    応援したいと思ってるのに…

    人は誰もすぐそばを
    過ぎる時間(とき)に気づかずに
    今日という日が
    止まって見えるらしい

    君がいなくなる12月
    まだ先だと思ってたけど
    ドアを開けて 感じた風が
    もう 肌寒かった
    僕は残されたその日々を
    思い出さないようにしてたけど
    君だけがいなくなるなんて
    どうしても 想像できない

    目の前に手を伸ばす度
    確かに君は存在していた
    一言も話さなくても
    そばにいるだけで 安心できた

    それを愛と認めずに
    言葉にはしなかった
    できることなら
    あの日に帰りたい

    君がいなくなった1月
    あっという間に一人になって
    しんしんと降ってる雪を
    ただ ぼんやり見てた
    僕はどうすればいいのだろう
    取り残されて何もしたくない
    ああ 君を忘れられるまで
    気が抜けて 立ち直れない

    だって 今でも 僕のカレンダー
    ずっと 12月のまま
    永遠に変わらない

    君がいなくなる12月
    まだ先だと思ってたけど
    ドアを開けて 感じた風が
    もう 肌寒かった
    僕は残されたその日々を
    思い出さないようにしてたけど
    君だけがいなくなるなんて
    どうしても 想像できない

    そんな日が来ないで欲しかった

romaji

    kimi ga ima hohoende iru
    sore dake na no ni setsunaku narunda
    atarashii sono seikatsu wo
    ouen shitai to omotteru no ni...

    hito wa dare mo sugu soba wo
    sugiru toki ni kidzukazu ni
    kyou to iu hi ga
    tomatte mierurashii

    kimi ga inaku naru juunigatsu
    mada saki da to omotteta kedo
    DOA wo akete kanjita kaze ga
    mou hadasamukatta
    boku wa nokosareta sono hibi wo
    omoidasanai you ni shiteta kedo
    kimi dake ga inaku naru nante
    dou shite mo souzou dekinai

    me no mae ni te wo nobasu do
    tashika ni kimi wa sonzai shite ita
    hitokoto mo hanasanakute mo
    soba ni iru dake de anshin dekita

    sore wo ai to mitomezu ni
    kotoba ni wa shinakatta
    dekiru koto nara
    ano hi ni kaeritai

    kimi ga inaku natta ichigatsu
    atto iu ma ni hitori ni natte
    shinshin to futteru yuki wo
    tada bonyari miteta
    boku wa dou sureba ii no darou
    torinokosarete nani mo shitaku nai
    aa kimi wo wasurerareru made
    ki ga nukete tachinaorenai

    datte ima demo boku no KARENDAA
    zutto juunigatsu no mama
    eien ni kawaranai

    kimi ga inaku naru juunigatsu
    mada saki da to omotteta kedo
    DOA wo akete kanjita kaze ga
    mou hadasamukatta
    boku wa nokosareta sono hibi wo
    omoidasanai you ni shiteta kedo
    kimi dake ga inaku naru nante
    dou shite mo souzou dekinai

    sonna hi ga konaide hoshikatta

english translation

    You're smiling now
    Even that alone makes my heart hurt
    Although I want to support
    Your new life...

    All of us pay no attention
    To the time that brushes past us
    The day called today
    Seems to have stopped

    You're leaving in December
    Although I thought there was still time
    When the door opens, the wind that I feel
    Is already chilly
    I've tried not to think
    Of the remaining days
    But no matter what, I can't imagine
    What it'll be like when you alone have left

    When my hand reached out in front of me
    Your existence was so certain
    Even without saying anything
    Just by being beside me, you put my mind at peace

    Not recognising this love
    I didn't say a word
    If I could
    I would want to return to that day

    You've already left in January
    Suddenly I'm alone
    Just vacantly staring
    At the heavily falling snow
    What should I do
    There's nothing I want to do when I've been left behind
    Ah, until I can forget you
    My crestfallen self can't get back on my feet

    After all, even now, my calendar
    Still stays at December
    It'll never change

    You're leaving in December
    Although I thought there was still time
    When the door opens, the wind that I feel
    Is already chilly
    I've tried not to think
    Of the remaining days
    But no matter what, I can't imagine
    What it'll be like when you alone have left

    I never wanted that day to come