君がいなくなる12月 | Kimi ga inaku naru 12gatsu | You're Leaving in December

君が今 微笑んでいる
それだけなのに切なくなるんだ
新しいその生活を
応援したいと思ってるのに…

人は誰もすぐそばを
過ぎる時間(とき)に気づかずに
今日という日が
止まって見えるらしい

君がいなくなる12月
まだ先だと思ってたけど
ドアを開けて 感じた風が
もう 肌寒かった
僕は残されたその日々を
思い出さないようにしてたけど
君だけがいなくなるなんて
どうしても 想像できない

目の前に手を伸ばす度
確かに君は存在していた
一言も話さなくても
そばにいるだけで 安心できた

それを愛と認めずに
言葉にはしなかった
できることなら
あの日に帰りたい

君がいなくなった1月
あっという間に一人になって
しんしんと降ってる雪を
ただ ぼんやり見てた
僕はどうすればいいのだろう
取り残されて何もしたくない
ああ 君を忘れられるまで
気が抜けて 立ち直れない

だって 今でも 僕のカレンダー
ずっと 12月のまま
永遠に変わらない

君がいなくなる12月
まだ先だと思ってたけど
ドアを開けて 感じた風が
もう 肌寒かった
僕は残されたその日々を
思い出さないようにしてたけど
君だけがいなくなるなんて
どうしても 想像できない

そんな日が来ないで欲しかった

kimi ga ima hohoende iru
sore dake na no ni setsunaku narunda
atarashii sono seikatsu wo
ouen shitai to omotteru no ni...

hito wa dare mo sugu soba wo
sugiru toki ni kidzukazu ni
kyou to iu hi ga
tomatte mierurashii

kimi ga inaku naru juunigatsu
mada saki da to omotteta kedo
DOA wo akete kanjita kaze ga
mou hadasamukatta
boku wa nokosareta sono hibi wo
omoidasanai you ni shiteta kedo
kimi dake ga inaku naru nante
dou shite mo souzou dekinai

me no mae ni te wo nobasu do
tashika ni kimi wa sonzai shite ita
hitokoto mo hanasanakute mo
soba ni iru dake de anshin dekita

sore wo ai to mitomezu ni
kotoba ni wa shinakatta
dekiru koto nara
ano hi ni kaeritai

kimi ga inaku natta ichigatsu
atto iu ma ni hitori ni natte
shinshin to futteru yuki wo
tada bonyari miteta
boku wa dou sureba ii no darou
torinokosarete nani mo shitaku nai
aa kimi wo wasurerareru made
ki ga nukete tachinaorenai

datte ima demo boku no KARENDAA
zutto juunigatsu no mama
eien ni kawaranai

kimi ga inaku naru juunigatsu
mada saki da to omotteta kedo
DOA wo akete kanjita kaze ga
mou hadasamukatta
boku wa nokosareta sono hibi wo
omoidasanai you ni shiteta kedo
kimi dake ga inaku naru nante
dou shite mo souzou dekinai

sonna hi ga konaide hoshikatta

You're smiling now
Even that alone makes my heart hurt
Although I want to support
Your new life...

All of us pay no attention
To the time that brushes past us
The day called today
Seems to have stopped

You're leaving in December
Although I thought there was still time
When the door opens, the wind that I feel
Is already chilly
I've tried not to think
Of the remaining days
But no matter what, I can't imagine
What it'll be like when you alone have left

When my hand reached out in front of me
Your existence was so certain
Even without saying anything
Just by being beside me, you put my mind at peace

Not recognising this love
I didn't say a word
If I could
I would want to return to that day

You've already left in January
Suddenly I'm alone
Just vacantly staring
At the heavily falling snow
What should I do
There's nothing I want to do when I've been left behind
Ah, until I can forget you
My crestfallen self can't get back on my feet

After all, even now, my calendar
Still stays at December
It'll never change

You're leaving in December
Although I thought there was still time
When the door opens, the wind that I feel
Is already chilly
I've tried not to think
Of the remaining days
But no matter what, I can't imagine
What it'll be like when you alone have left

I never wanted that day to come