真夜中の強がり | Mayonaka no tsuyogari | Hiding My Pain at Midnight

やさしさなんて
間に合ってるわ
そんなに弱く見えてたの?
男たちは自惚(うぬぼ)れてるね
それが愛し方だと…

甘ったるい言葉
信じないよ
抱きしめれば済むと思うな
女たちは慣れっこだ
寂しさは友達

真夜中の交差点
静かすぎるよ
車とか人影もみんな消えた
なすすべなく 恋は終わるだけ
強がり言ってもひとりぼっちじゃないか

思い出なんか
足しにならない
あたしが惨めになるでしょう
どんな愛もいつの日にか
絶対 嘘になるもの

恨んでないよ
あんたのこと
過ぎた日々は輝いてた
ぽっかり空いた胸の奥
しあわせを数えた

真夜中はいつだって
止まってるよ
時間も感情も暗闇の中
涙 ひとつ頬に溢(こぼ)れても
見上げた空は月も星も見えない

帰り道は
歩いて行く
送らなくていい
なんかごめん
遅くまで
付き合ってくれて…

真夜中は悲しみを
捨てるゴミ箱
あんたとかあいつとか全部いらない
お気に入りのLOVE SONG歌おうか
気遣う者などいないひとりぼっち

真夜中はいつだって
止まってるよ
時間も感情も暗闇の中
涙 ひとつ頬に溢(こぼ)れても
見上げた空は月も星も見えない

yasashisa nante
ma ni atteru wa
sonna ni yowaku mieteta no?
otokotachi wa unuboreteru ne
sore ga aishikata da to...

amattarui kotoba
shinjinai yo
dakishimereba sumu to omou na
onnatachi wa narekko da
samishisa wa tomodachi

mayonaka no kousaten
shizukasugiru yo
kuruma to ka hitokage mo minna kieta
nasusube naku koi wa owaru dake
tsuyogari itte mo hitoribocchi ja nai ka

omoide nanka
tashi ni naranai
atashi ga mijime ni naru deshou
donna ai mo itsu no hi ni ka
zettai uso ni naru mono

urandenai yo
anta no koto
sugita hibi wa kagayaiteta
pokkari aita mune no oku
shiawase wo kazoeta

mayonaka wa itsu datte
tomatteru yo
jikan mo kanjou mo kurayami no naka
namida hitotsu hoho ni koborete mo
miageta sora wa tsuki mo hoshi mo mienai

kaerimichi wa
aruite yuku
okuranakute ii
nanka gomen
osoku made
tsukiatte kurete...

mayonaka wa kanashimi wo
suteru gomibako
anta to ka aitsu to ka zenbu iranai
oki ni iri no LOVE SONG utaou ka
kidzukau mono nado inai hitoribocchi

mayonaka wa itsu datte
tomatteru yo
jikan mo kanjou mo kurayami no naka
namida hitotsu hoho ni koborete mo
miageta sora wa tsuki mo hoshi mo mienai

Your kindness came
At just the right time
Did I look that weak to you?
Guys are so conceited
That’s how they show love…

I never believe
Sentimental words
And I’m not comforted by being held
Girls get used to those things
But loneliness is our friend

Midnight at the corner
Is way too quiet
The people and cars have all vanished
And this love that drove me crazy just ended
Even if I hide my pain, aren’t I still alone?

My memories
Are really no help
They just make me feel miserable
No matter the love, one day
It’ll definitely turn out to be a lie

I don’t have a grudge
Against you
The days we spent together sparkled
Poking a hole in my heart
I counted the happy things

Every night at midnight
Everything stops
Time and emotions melt into the darkness
Even when a single tears runs down my cheek
Looking up at the sky, I can’t see the moon or the stars

Walking along
The path back home
You don’t need to escort me
I’m really sorry
For calling you out
Til this late at night…

Midnight is the trash can
I throw my sadness in
I don’t need you or anyone else
Maybe I’ll sing a love song I like
With no one to worry about, all alone

Every night at midnight
Everything stops
Time and emotions melt into the darkness
Even when a single tears runs down my cheek
Looking up at the sky, I can’t see the moon or the stars