私は私 | Watashi wa watashi | I am Me

歩いている今の道は
いつか望んできた道なのに
風が少し吹いただけで
不安に思う自分が嫌い

あの頃に見ていた夢は
眩しいくらい輝いて
迷いなど
何もなく
信じてた遠くの未来

なぜに涙がこみあげて
溢れるのだろう
恵まれていてしあわせだと
わかってる
立ち止まったら
歩けなくなってしまうから
頑張って　私は歩く

一緒にスタートしたはずの
仲間はずっと先に行ってる
後ろ姿　見えない時
自分の足が遅いと思う

それぞれが目指した場所や
そのスピード違うのに
悔しさと
苛立ちに
負けそうな時もあるけど・・・

私は私なんだよね
大丈夫だよ
誰かにちょっと甘えたくて
言っただけ
いつも笑って
楽しげに振舞ってるけど
弱いのは　みんなと同じ

なぜに涙がこみあげて
溢れるのだろう
恵まれていてしあわせだと
わかってる
立ち止まったら
歩けなくなってしまうから
頑張って　私は歩く

私は私なんだよね
どんな自分も・・・
人は誰でもマイペースで
生きている
きっと見つかる
私しか歩けない道を
もう少し　ゆっくり歩こう

aruiteiru ima no michi wa
itsuka nozonde kita michi na no ni
kaze ga sukoshi fuita dake de
fuan ni omou jibun ga kirai

ano koro ni miteita yume wa
mabushii kurai kagayaite
mayoi nado
nani mo naku
shinjiteta tooku no mirai

naze ni namida ga komi agete
afureru no darou
megumareteite shiawase da to
wakatteru
tachi tomattara
arukenaku natte shimau kara
ganbatte watashi wa aruku

issho ni SUTAATO shita hazu no
nakama wa zutto saki ni itteru
ushiro sugata mienai toki
jibun no ashi ga osoi to omou

sorezore ga mezashita basho ya
sono SUPIIDO chigau no ni
kuyashisa to
iradachi ni
makesou na toki mo aru kedo..

watashi wa watashi nan da yo ne
daijoubu da yo
dare ka ni chotto amaetakute
itta dake
itsumo waratte
tanoshige ni furumatteru kedo
yowai no wa min'na to onaji

naze ni namida ga komi agete
afureru no darou
megumareteite shiawase da to
wakatteru
tachi tomattara
arukenaku natte shimau kara
ganbatte watashi wa aruku

watashi wa watashi nan da yo ne
donna jibun mo..
hito wa dare demo MAI PEESU de
ikiteiru
kitto mitsukaru
watashi shika arukenai michi wo
mou sukoshi yukkuri arukou

The road I am walking on now
is the road I wished for before but
I hate the self that becomes worried
just from the wind blowing slightly

The dream that I saw in the past
shone radiantly
with no doubt nor
anything else;
the far future that I believed in

Why are there tears welling up
and overflowing?
Even though I know
I'm blessed with happiness
If I stop now
I won't able to walk anymore
I'll try hard and keep going

The colleagues that should have started together
are going very far ahead
The times that I can't see their retreating figures
I think my own feet are slow

Our respective ending destinations or
the speeds to reach them are all different but,
to the regret
and frustration,
there are times when I might lose...

I am me aren't I?
I'm alright
I simply said
that I wanted to be spoiled by someone
Though I'm always laughing and
acting cheerfully,
I am weak just like everyone else

Why are there tears welling up
and overflowing?
Even though I know
I'm blessed with happiness
If I stop now
I won't able to walk anymore
I'll try hard and keep going

I am me aren't I?
No matter who I am..
People live their lives by their own pace
no matter who they are
I'll definitely find it;
a path that only I can walk on
For a little longer I'll slowly continue on